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Cut your iris
If those eyelids shut on me
Teardrops do not…
Sprung only to freeze
My gaps scream out
But the hollowness sings sweet
Chewed on my heart
ever since I saw the start
I swell on my own teeth
Nothing else fills me, I am my need
I am that I eat
I’ve not another mouth
to sell support
I’ve not another mouth to feed
Nobody taught me
to swim through the river where
small sparks, last lights
line up to drown
No steps to follow
I march through flames
Every step a trailblazer
burned through the ground
Gasoline tightrope
with no net on which to fall
Every atlas I held with trust
Helped me to withdraw
So I spit fire
I can’t swallow my smoke
Flamethrower baby knows no light,
But still can light bone
Nobody taught me this life of autonomy
“Sink or swim,” they said,
sticking lead to my feet
Nobody taught me this life of autonomy
"Sink or swim" they said,
"But we'd rather see you dead."
This is therapy. Unfailingly, I kid you not, when she sings about throwing yourself in the ocean, I happen to appear right before the ocean--doing my runs, usually. A reminder to be grateful. Rswll